Assalamualaikum :)
Its been a long time since i last typing an entry , right. Now i'm typing using my phone. Its kinda hard but i'll get use to it. Being in hostel for a few month was really challenging but yet fun :D We could gain numerous experiances. Like the last time when we went outing with a my dormmates, we've been tricked to pay rm10 . And yeah. It is really a pain in the ass if you ask me. But that's that. Things happened. we just need to be grateful for there's nothing happen to us. Alhamdulillah. I will tell you guys the story later on. My diary.. i didn't have the time to write it. Living in the hostel was really tiresome. But it teaches us to be punctual and knows time management. I have many stories that related to the hostel but other time will do. :)
Me and kim ? Yeah.. we're both are not in a good condition. Not yet. Not never. I don't know when will this cold war going to end. Enough suffering. It's painful. Actually, breaking up with you was a good thing that happened.if we still in a relationship.. i will always be 'munafik'. It was a painful experiences, i admit that. Eventhough being with you was always the wonderful thiñg that had happened to me , but for how long ? The relationship will never last long without any halal bond. I've been far away from allah and i don't want that anymore. Couple somehow made me realize how hard it is to stay in a relationship without being completely mad, jealous, stress and all the emotion that allah had lent to me. Eventhough we are not friends anymore, i'm still grateful for all the wonderful thing that we've been through for a few month. You've made me happy and i thank you for that. Keep moving onward kim ! If fate has written that we'll be together in the future, we will :)
I'm sorry for hurting your feeling. I'm truly am.
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